How Things Change...

How do I make this pain stop?
How do I stop these teardrops?
How do I be ok with this situation?
How do I love you without any conditions?

I am not as selfless as you might think,
I want your love, without any kinks.
I cannot live this life without you,
I do not want anything new.

I was happy with our old routine,
The one in which I was your Queen,
The one in which you loved me so dearly,
That without me, you could not see your future clearly.

But where has life got us now, 
It has changed so drastically, and how,
I don't see the love in your eyes anymore,
And you don't even know that I have fallen on the floor.

I have reached the lowest point of my life,
There is nothing I can do to keep this alive.
I guess it's time to say Goodbye,
And put an end to my heart's cry.

But before I go, I want to say this.
I will love you forever, you were my only bliss.