Sometimes I feel that I am your life
Sometimes I don’t even exist for you,
Sometimes it feels like I know you since ages
Sometimes all of this feels so new.
Sometimes I feel I am your best friend
Sometimes I am your girl,
Sometimes I am a stranger
Who’s not even a part of your world.
Sometimes I am on cloud 9
Sometimes in your arms,
In your absence I am in hell
Cauz I am nothing without your charms.
Today with you is beautiful
Tomorrow couldn't get worse,
I can’t feel any of your love
And this all seems like a curse.
I try and try and make decisions
Of never seeing you again,
But then you come and smile at me
And all the resolutions go down the drain.
I wanna love you and be with you
Trust me baby, I really do,
But you are just making it difficult for me each day
To even stand next to you.
If this is the truth and you don’t wanna be with me,
Then what is it that I see in your eyes?
Is there some love for me in your heart,
Or my intuitions are just a pile of lies?
Whatever it is, I want you to know
That my love for you will never change,
Cauz I didn't think before falling in love with you
And falling out of it is just out of my range.
I only wish you could feel what I feel,
And some day you may,
I am ready to stand right beside you
And live in hope of that day.
- Nirmiti Z
