Thursday, May 14, 2020

A love like ours

Be honest. 

Has anyone ever made you feel the way I did? 

Has anyone ever ignited so much love in your heart other than me? 

Has anyone ever made you laugh like I did? 

Has anyone ever made you cry like I did? 

Has anyone ever made you want to stay up all night and talk, like we used to? 

Has anyone ever made you wanna wake up next to them every morning, like we used to?

Has anyone ever made you wanna escape with them, like I did?

Has anyone ever made you feel like you can just be with them for the rest of your life, like I did? 

Has anyone ever made you feel so comfortable that you can be your real self with them? Your raw self? The kind that you are only in front of yourself. The way I did? 


You know I am your perfect match and I know you are mine. But you don’t want to be with me because you are going through one of your moods. And even though you hurt me real bad the last time we fought, because I know you and get you, I know that it was just that you were having a bad day and you reacted in the moment and if I would have given you space, you would have calmed down and called me. But I don’t wanna do that anymore. I want you to understand me for a change. I want you to make me feel wanted, for a change. 


And if you don’t ever put your ego aside and call, life will go on. I have already learned to live with myself comfortably or maybe I will find what is second best for me. But don’t forget one thing, my love. If I will always be incomplete without you, you will be incomplete without me too. You won’t find what we had with anyone else. A love like ours only comes once in a lifetime, if you are lucky. And I guess we were. 


You being with anyone else never bothers me because I know they can’t make you feel the way I did. They don’t know you like I do. Even though we aren’t together I know you. I know you would choose me every single time, over any one of them.


I know because you are seeing someone else right now, you feel like you don’t love me anymore. But give it some time; that lump in your throat will return. You will start checking my ‘last seen’ soon enough. You will want to read my blog again. You will stare at my profile picture for minutes at a stretch. You will replay our moments in your mind nonstop like a movie. 


You don’t simply move on from the love that you and I had. It just becomes a part of your life and it stays with you till the day you die, whether you stay together or not.