Monday, July 01, 2019

You’re the Worst


You were there for me when he broke my heart,
And you were there for me when I thought I couldn’t go on.
You made me smile again and you made me laugh,
And you helped me pick up the pieces and move on.

You came to pick me up when I was drunk on that rainy night
And you always took all of my tantrums without a fight.
You never touched me without my permission,
And you made my happiness your life’s mission.

You made me believe I could do anything and you made me fall in love again,
You made me feel beautiful and confident, and safe and sane.

You showed me the life I can build for myself
And you told me you will support me, forever.
You told me I can say anything to you,
You said that I can yell and you would stay with me, wherever.




And that is why you are worse than all of the others
Because after making all these promises, you left.






One day, without any notice, without saying goodbye,
You made me question everything about us, like it was all a lie.

I know I hurt you and I yelled, but you told me that I could.
And, unlike the others, you were always kind and gentle and good.  

But in the end, there was no difference, your actions seemed rehearsed,
because you did exactly what they did, in fact, what you did was way worse.